No title...just a little chat with myself...not for public

Its 2:15 am. I needed to tell that so that u understand my state...sleepy. Nup, this is not a public post , so don't read. I am saying that as if u will stop reading. Ok if u r still reading this then i will suggest u to take few turns untill u r dizzy so that u r at my par or equivalent to my state.
Today i studied steam turbines in thermodynamics, it was after a really long time when i studied a bit seriously or say just studied. Really felt good, nup, felt very good, as if i have got the degree. I managed to find out some hidden concepts like compressor n turbine r connected with a common shaft. We just have to supply the heat in combustion chamber. Compressor derives its energy 4m turbine. Okk got bored. I know study is boring , bas bade din baad padha tha to emotional ho gaya tha. I hope i will explain it in the class bt very little chances...because its second class in d morning...and its 2:30 am now.
Actually i wanted to tell u lot but dear earlier i was considered very studious , sincere , and all that ingredients which make a perfect student...lolz.. My hindi teacher..mrs sudha pradhan..even called me 'maryadit purush' when i got 93 percent in class 10th...bole to topper...haha. Heyy 'marya......' isn't any bad word, it means 'man of principles'. Sorry if i unknowingly made the fun of Hindi....ohh shutup...okkk...control.... Yeah, so all that things sometimes restrain me from writing few things(..but not from doing)...

Okk..so where was i...ofcourse in d hostel...bad joke...swallow it..ok spit it...
I think i should leave...
Last thing..today i made another time table..very beautiful,looks very nice stuck on the wall in front of me. Going by the time table i am sleeping now...so it might be a dream, quite lively. Actually it is like sleeping , i am not using my brain at this time, need not to tell, my writing must be reflecting that.
Ohh, i wanted to tell u something...where was i...ofcourse in the hostel...haha..bad joke...u know what to do...
O'oo its raining again...i somehow managed to wash my favourite jeans after 3 weeks...it was almost dry but rain is washing it again. May be she knows it wasn't clean well enough...somebody tell her not to rain..i'll not go in the rain at this time.
I needed to tell u something yaar...
Koi nahi...kabhi aur...bye

Encounter with HOD (cheer up readers....not more than one post a week)

First of all i wanna make the point again that as this post is being posted 4m mobile using t9 dictionary so there may be mistakes...I think there is nothing much special about this post except its title. The title 'Encounter with HOD' gives an impression that this post is going to be very interesting but it was actually nothing sort of an encounter. Ok lets keep it till here.
Now talkin abt the line in bracket which is addressed to readers...one post per week isn't ambiguous but why the readers should cheer about that(i know there aren't much readers,don't grin). Its isn't that if reader won't read my posts he will fall prey to curse. He has always the choice to visit this or not.

Yet i wrote that line because...i know that all of my posts rather most of them aren't interesting...and i wanted to make it clear that i know that...yet i write because..i enjoy it and that is quite a reason for continuing this. My thoughts are very transient i mean if i am subjected to some situation containing many number of roads to get out of it...i would walk inbetween the roads and at the last moment jump into any one of them. So noting my fallacies and confessions provide me a sort of feedback...but for what...i don't think i use these lessons or feed back...

I think i explained the part of title which was in bracket a bit more...rather bytes a more...mb..gb...

I am feeling sleepy but i wanna conclude this. Our HOD told many things such as job security,his own study experience. To say exactly he instilled confidence in us about our branch. Though he didn't tell anything new but it was impressive...though u know ur name quite well..sometimes u want to hear the name from other
people. Not a good example..swallow it.
He told many good things but i don't wanna write. Sorry friends...
At last to sum up his speech in brief..
You urself is responsible 4 each thing happening to u...u are a world in urself..be original...believe...

Hard work pays...the universal truth...he gave d example...u can't reach to rainbow without walkin in the rain...but i would say its better enjoy walkin in the rain..u never know rainbow might fade...or u see a brighter rainbow ahead guarded by another heavy rain.. I think u got it . I mean enjoy the roads to your aim coz when u will reach ur aim after hard work through road, u will find several more roads arising from that. Life never stops...but i should stop.

He told many good things but i can't remember all that....
Lets break...bye

Trying to sleep(Just like an emergency diary entry)

Hey friends this post is going to be very short i suppose, since its 2 am and i am again writing all this by my mobile. I was not in any mood to write this post but my best friends in nigh, mosquitoes requested me to write something in their praise...i was just trying to sleep but these friends started making love with me biting every part of my body. I was trying to sound funny by the last line but it just tuned out vulgar. Ok i will end this very soon as i have the class tomorrow at 9 :15 am...and i have to wake up at 8 : 30...but i think i can manage if i wake up at 8:45 also..since i waste 15 minutes deciding whether to go or not, which class to attend, whether to laugh today or not...
Dont flee friends i am just concluding it...waise need not to worry there is no one...me and my night...wow wat a coincidence..just now my roomie's phone has started playing the song 'raat hamari to' from parineeta...
Lets conclude...i got interrupted in my sleep by holy creatures mosquitoes..till yesterday i was using ma friend dhakar's mortein liquid mosquito propellant..the machine was his and the liquid refill was mine...i used it for many weeks until yesterday when he managed to get the refill 4m sumbody...
I dont wanna write..but i have to conclude...
I somehow managed yesterday by puttin that refill in my tornado CFL(that twisted one yaar)...though the liquid was evaporating at faster rate in that..but the problm was dat the light had to be switched on whole night..so the idea was discarded today...just now i was trying to heat that refill's cylinder by the stream of smoke 4m dhoop batti...i put the arrangement under the table yet i couldn't get the fine stream of smoke due to fan. But the smoke itself has done quite a wonder...and why not i myself is not able to breathe properly...aur wo to phir bhi macchar hain...oops last line would not be understood by my readers who are residing in other countries... I hope u understand the joke...but who, there is no body other than me and meri tanhai and my mosquitoes too...there are still few...many...bye...tc
don't get disappointed friends i will write someday something useful...waise if u comment i can give u many tricks 4 repelling mosquitoes out of ur dreams...

Love Story

nup....i am not here to write much..i am feeling dizzy after attending 4 classes back to back
coming straight to the point...i am here to post my friend dhakar's first(may be the last) poetry which he wrote for her very special friend...though the poem is very beautiful(bole to feeling wise)...but the special person to whom he has dedicated this poem don't seem to understand this rather pretend not to understand this....well well well....let's pray for him..since my friend's feelings seem to be quite genuine.
no more chit chat....i am not an author who can make out a story of nothing...but i am able to do this a bit..since i am a uptu student.shit i did it...

no more

here it is.....

EK CHEHRA


kuch to naya hua hai;
kuch to azeeb hua hai,
ek naya sa ehsaas jaga hai;
dil me ek chehra basa hai....

hua hai kuch aisa;
ab hosh nahi hai khud ka;
log kehte hai jise nashaa;
wo nasha ab hume bhi laga hai....

pr wo ek chehra kuch khaas hai;
us chehre k bin sb kuch viraan hai,
kehte hai ye nashaa achha nahi;
pr is nashe k bin ab jina nahi....

wo ek chehra sb ko mile;
pr us chehre ki judaai kisi ko na mile....

ye pyar hai ya nasha;
ye hum nahi jante,
bs ya rubba kuch aisa ho jaye;
uske pyar me ye jeevan fanna ho jaye..........................


if u too find the poem sexy please do comment but on the emali id : king_of_theworld1990@yahoo.co.in

Being invisible ....its not the science

Heyyyy friends...i can actually say this now since i have got two of my best friends who seem to have lot of spare time in this world...bauddhik and vishal..visit this blog once. it doesn't mean that rest of my friends are involved in some productive work...there are lots of fuckin stuff in this world.
this is the first time i am posting text from pc. this is the netlab of my college and its no better than zoo...rather a digital zoo...and i am a monkey..nup digital monkey...no organic monkey...
i am sorry, i can't concentrate here.
this is the worst start i have ever got..but i always believe if the start is worst, the things to follow are obviously going to be better. okkkk so seeeing the title of this post reminds me what i had to write. i think last line was horribly formed..sorry smita ma'am(ma english teacher).. so being invisible...its not the science

actually its nothing yaar just one of my holy experiences..
O'dear it isn't such a major incident that i can write a post on it..but being a uptu student i know how to make stories out of nothing...we practice it in semester exams...

don't go friends...shayad kuch achha dimag me aa jaae...actually friends i never preview my posts,they all are spontaneous thoughts so there may be lot of errors and brokken lines

setting it straight..i was just attending my numerical technique lab..as usual i was late n all the systems were occupied so i stood in the last row..where the faculties stand and watch...and then two girls of my class remember my class stood up and politely asked..."sir...can we sit here" i told them obviously they can but they have to ask the real faculty...shit...this is being invisible in class or to girls or what...don't apologise shayad ek yaa do jaanti hongi...lol... Seriously yaar it wasn't very pleasing though i smiled at that time...tryin to look fuuny rather stupid...it has been almost three weeks since our new class and it isn't very less time..no i am not emotional..actually i am smiling and writing...though i may not be a recent visitor to the class,not a hunk,not so chirpy but wat d fcuk they were doin during introductions....okkkkk controllllllll......
yeah so this is being invisible.....though this is not science,physics actually....but it can easily be correlated with science....just like a substance is invisible in a medium only if it has got the same refractive index as that of the medium...i mean a substance invisible in a medium will not be invisible in other medium of different refractive index....same case here friends...... i may be invisi8ble to few but not so with others...try walking with me on streets...every policeman will ask your identity...why i don't know???? may be that dangling way of walking...those sad pair of eyes which give the impression of drunkard....in kanpur too pappu bhaiya(something like hostel warden)asked just too me whether i drunk....rather he was telling me than asking....shit i did it....its fine those eyes are my birth possession and anything given by god isn't bad..though there is no god like thing...confused...no don't be...its my copyright..to be confused...i am sorry...nothing worthy in this post till end...it could have been better...but this zooooo.......okkkkk bye

Beautiful night sky...wish i could fly

Posted from mobile

Heyyy yaaron....this is my another post and that too very soon..actually i am addressing to nobody but myself. Yes i am here to describe the night sky above me at the present time. Our hostel building is under construction for adding one more floor to accomodate more and more students....i'll not waste your precious time...nevertheless i'll mention again that if you have the time to visit ma blog them you have all the time in this world...ok setting it straight...i am lying below sky and its 2 am i think. I was here to sleep but why to waste the beautiful night when you have got a free lousy day to follow. The night sky is like a vast ocean so deep so vast but shows very little at the surface. Its partially clouded but the cool breeze seems to whisper some songs of rain drops. We don't have backup , if rain comes it would be quite difficult to escape as there are no stairs to the terrace. Even though its almost dark throughout, few streaks rather plates or flakes or you may call them cloud dunes (very similar to sand dunes ) here and there with somewhat reddish tinge are making the sky appear a beautiful painting. I also saw few birds individuals or in very small groups flying across the sky..dunno what is upto them. No suprise birds also elope with their loved ones haha lol. The stars are not visible today yet the sky seems very familiar to me . Its the same as it was ,when i watched it in lucknow in the anticipation of rain, when i watched it in allahabad travelling via train , when i watched it in kanpur with a cigarette in hand.bad.bad.

First warning of battery low on ma mobile.

Oops i recieved first drop of rain too just over the forehead. No wonder rain recognises me too. She is just touching my forehead to make sure i am alright. Its not strange because i have been with rain from the age when the feeling of possessiveness for my loved ones came into me, may when i was 8 or 9. Its a long time relationship dear... I have spent lot of time with rain along with my friends. I with ma friends used to leave no water body available unstirred when it would rain whether it is ganga river, gomati, ponds, little streams or even the overflowed drains along roadside...shit..i did it....but no regret even a bit...love mera hit hit...lagta hai neend ka asar dimag pe ho raha hai...i should leave now. I recieved the third warning of low battery. Actually i got deviated from the topic. Koi nahi kabhi aur... Bye

Life is a perpetual change~accept it

Posted from mobile

I am back, this time i have bunked 2 classes before lunch, so i have ample time now to write.

Its true,life is an ever changing process. I am in second year of b.tech and i have experienced drastic changes around me...

Everything has changed...thoughts, relations , principles ,places even weather conditions...huh..
School has changed into a mighty college..
School buddies have changed into next gen friends..innocent faces into smokers(...errr)...
From children to boys...to men even...
Favorite past time no longer cricket..bc is a better option..
Lucknow changed to kanpur and then ghaziabad...
Breaks have turned into bunks...
Holidays have turned into massbunks...
3 hrs beautiful journey into 9 hrs headache...
Window seat in the train to sleeper berth and even no berth n seat at all..
Midday cricket has changed into midday sleeps and early night sleeps to early morning sleeps..sleep conservation..right..
Homework has changed into tutorials...may be extinct at all...
Visits to relatives have changed into visits to home...very less frequency...
Worries for cricket match results into semester results...later requires less effort though...
Movies into films of completely different genre...both mean same though, one need to read between the lines...
Snake game in father's mobile to hell lot of pc and mobile games...self mobile...
Bye..i am sleepy

Ideal Approach to Engineering Study

Posted from mobile...

The title of this post may suggest that its about how to tackle engineering studies and all. But dear friends how can i tell you all this, i am writing this post after bunking my class. I am writing all this as if i am addressing thousands of people...never mind when i'll become famous...people will visit it...lol. It was just a joke...don't feel as if some hidden pain bursted out. Nop, you won't understand. I am sorry i can't write about the topic because i don't know it myself.

I am sorry for killing your time....i am going to sleep...it isn't that i was trying to appear funny or witty by this post, actually i was serious to write something about engineering studies but no use dear...one who needs all this may never use it and one who knows all this will never read this...i belong to the first category.

I am UNPREDICTABLE..i myself don't know what i am going to do next..but here i am writing about approach to engineering.

1. Whatever you plan to do after B.tech job or higher studies...be positive.
2. Always work for your health as getting placed after b.tech shouldn't be the ultimate aim. You cant enjoy your job and capital investments if you don't have the good health.
3. Even if you plan to pursue higher studies and not to get in the job try getting job as it will prove backup if your plans backfire or don't get the reality in them.
4. Never panic through your b.tech since there are just the stairs. If you tremble here you can't move ahead.
5. Never worry about marks, there is always the next chance :-)
6. I am reinforcing that don't study for getting good percentage but for the things you always liked for the being you always dreamt to become , photographer, writer, etc. You can achieve all this only if you have a base and job as a backup.
7. You can make your decision of pursuing b.tech fruitful only if you study. Though this statemen is quite stereotype but its true dear. If you do not study well them it will not just mean that you aren't interested in studies but also disinterested in your life in your decisions.
8. Always have the space for yourself in the masses belive in yourself and your thoughts. You are not what the bone and flesh have given you a structure but the thoughts which dwell in you, so stay honest to your feelings and thoughts and so to yourself.
9. My last advice may not be applied to all. Viewers discretion required. Hmmmmm never get into love sort of things...its waste of mind dear....i'll not say waste of time, because you must have lot of time of time if you have the time reading this crap and also not waste of money because no matter who your father is you are still a student...yearning for free treats .lol.... Killing time with buddies is a better option...no more..sorry for errors..thanks t9 dictionary...bye

Just an usual diary entry...

Just resting after attending 7 classes...u should know eee branch in engineering isn't fun and attending all the classes even tougher. Yep..i am quite in double mindedness rather triple and many minds. I don't know what should be my approach to studies...should i study so that i get just enough marks suitable for job interviews n all or i should study for knowledge. I know no one thinks this fuckin stuff at all and they good too...but what to say its me. I can't do the mindless mugging because i don't have the ability to do so...to say honestly my memorizing power has diminished quite a bit or may be it has become selective...i can remember few things only..no ghajini effect..lol..i know i didn't crack any witty joke but may be i would laugh at it when 5-6 years hence...ok i'll try to give it the end with some useful lines...but what...i don't have any topics to discuss... And one more thing, i sometimes feel why i don't change, why i am so careless , ok if i am then why do i regret it later...actually speaking truly i don't regret it..it's others who make me feel about all that. To be true i want to live life in my own way..just like how i am...unkempt hairs, awaiting disasters till last second and then taking decisions, impulsiveness. I will conclude later.....bye

Journey continues

Post from mobile

What to say i am back again with my new post very soon..my adventures of journey doesn't seem to end..after lots of efforts i finally got a seat to sit..but d joy didn't last 4 much time..abt one and a half hour...i was sitting with ease when i met my senior..final year. After a little talk i sat casually and he stood with grave thoughts. Though i wasn't neither afraid..shit..no way near to afraid..i offered him the seat and he accepted it without any gratitude. Now i regret it a bit coz there is still 2 and a half hours journey left...waise it is preplanned most probably i'll get the seat in kanpur which is half an hour distant...lets see...bye..enjoy...just now m very happy atlast ma blog appears in google search..great..i'll elaborate it in next blog...

Journey to remember

03:56pm Tue 04-08-2009

A journey to remember

Yep, i am back with another post..this time i am writing it in a train..gomati express..i am standing since last three hours and sure to continue this for another five hours..nothing to cheer about. As usual this was also one of my spontaneous plans . My life has been always like this-raw and unplanned , i pray that someday i would change, but there is very little hope actually. It isn't that i would learn it by some major setback, i have good through all that but i can't change myself. This is me and i am always like this. Actually i am very careless too. It was quite apparent that i will go to lucknow on this day since everybody had got there reservations and i can not stay in hostel alone. Yet i didn't care. I am writing because i am suffering now but i am pretty sure next time i will repeat it since i had good through this before too on diwali holidays. This was the most ugly post. Lets break, i am going.