Hi..seen the title..must have already understood its going to be another arrow in infinity. Don't go buddy i just wanna tell u few things...phew..nothing..refresh
Yes..it is my exam time. I am enjoying this break or this night as my next xam is of ADE on 12th. I know i'll regret wasting this time when i'll study entire previous night before my xam..bt can't help..i am stubborn..plz don't go with spellings m typing on mobile. Bhawnao ko samjho. Even jokes have dried up. Shit if my state wasn't already low, this fucking song awarapan banjarapan is being played right now on big fm. Though i like this song bt its vry catchy when u r happy it will just take u to peace bt when u r already at war in minds it would just fuel it..no...
So i wanted to tell abt last few days held in ma life..i don't know if 5000 characters capacity would b enough to flood the crap out of my mind..never mind i'll write two posts 4 it. So on 29th was my first xam. B4 that we had presems..in my last post i described them as hell but going by the present state it wasn't even near to that...rather it was close to good times.i bought 4 books in 6 days of my presems..i don't know how but i miraculously survived those presems with overnight study. Survived nay rather got better marks than first cts. I studied overnight with good concentration i think, learning lot of new things each day. I don't know how many terabytes of knowledge i grasped in those six days..actually few subjects were very interesting..just take d example of ade...i studied amplification with feedback...many feedback topologies. Earlier i never realized why a nokia headset would cause 450 rs while a similar fake one for just 20. Though quality of wires used in former was lot better bt not better enough to compensate 4 dat high price. I got da ans there. I don't know what time was it..may be 2:30 am..i mean we use lot of microcircuitary for cutting the noise signals using negative feedback. this negative feedback increases the bandwidth(range of operation of frequency) as well as reduces distortions producing crystal clear sound.So no wonder why it had dat cost. Also branded items are liable to lot of taxes..fuck...sorry..
I am telling u i really enjoyed studying lot of new machines in emmi , working of turbines, engines and pump too. with pump i remember ,earlier i was trying to make a water pump, when i was in lucknow, as the pressure of our supply was very low. i was trying to do it with the help of cooler pump. i am not trying to tell m innovative...actually it sucked...coz it was neither air tight..nor.... i was using a poly bag to connect the outlet of our supply with the inlet to pump. that polythene always collapsed and no pressure could be created. yet i fucker was trying to do it again and again. It was another thing i couldn't remember all during exam but overall it was quite exciting experience of presemestes. I even found out a thing for which i was disagreeing wid ma teacher and my classmater were laughing and urging to sit to raise point on such an easy concept of guard wire...but actually i was right but found out very late...in my presems when classes were over. Overall happy experience...but yaar when it came to semesters it wasn't such
don't go with grammar
One thing more u might b thinking(only if u r a stranger) i am try to prove m intelligent. No buddy i am telling u da difference naa..how i pulled of things elegantly in presems in a single night..even when there were no gaps in between...
Actually dear u know this mind is a very complex n powerful thing...u can do lot of things by just fooling it , or taming it. Its just like a dog which when tamed works 4 u and may also destruct u if gone wild. By destruct i meant 'bite'..i wrote destruct as if dog were a missile..fuck..
Wait i am telling u .. During presems my mind was my faithful personal computer(with fucking speed...thanks to skd..its not a pun..i am really thanking)..i would sit in night making it happy by telling that i was going to download lot of data today in it. It became very happy and used to give lot of writing speed. I wouyld just sit and read lot of things of which i remembered very less for exams in the morning but enough to get through...
Not only this i even used spirituality to turn winds in ma direction. Everyone believes(or should believe) in god. But i don't..actually i can't credit god for this world. If he was a creator why doesn't he steps in when humanity degrades...fuck..i just mean i can't consider god as a supreme power..but yeah..i can accept him as my friend with warmth...so i decided to chose a friend of lot of gods...there were lot but there was tie between hanumaan ji and shiv ji. Both have extravagant personality...but i decided to go with hanuman ji...since with him there will be no issues about girls. So hanuman ji became my friend in presems. I AM TELLING U WHY I DECIDED TO HAVE HANUMAN JI AS A FRIEND. Not because i wanted a powerful person who might feed everything in ma mind or make my ways lucky. But because i wanted a Dumb fellow who didn't know anything abt engg and i could explain him things. U know when u are trying to make somebody understand u hav the greatest concentration. And considering period of hanumaan ji he must be dumb about these dumber subjects.Always he must be knowing is 'Sanskrit Shlokas'. But friends r always special.. I used to tell him things very minutely nd in detail..and he responded very well...
Well well... i have stretched a bit long but yet its not near to things that i wanna tell u. On this screen of my mobile just few lines are shown so can't even predict how much crap i have poured in. But one thing sure its not 5000 chars since its ma mobile capacity.
Six days with four new books and two books 4m library yet not painful experience.
NO miracle....coz i had nothing to lose then...but coming to these fuckin semester exams...bhai i started well..but now the things have gone absurd...
I tackled the first exam of material science in two nights...then came the real villain...thermal and hydraulic macchines...actually i have again stated feeling low as i am remembering that. Yaar i had reserved last two units for the last night...by this i mean i had very slight idea of those two(thanks to presems). but the real tragedy happened...i slept at 12 at set the alarm for 2 am...but i woke up at 8 am in the morning. When i woke up i just felt like crying...uhhh boys don't cry...they just...**************************
sorry it was horrible experience bhai, all these crap was coming naturally. Yeah so what happened in exam...it was theory from last two units and rest 3 unit almost numerical with no choices. Though i had studied and understood the things well...but bhai when it comes to numericals you need practice...i am not that sharp to do the numericals with just theory. There are lot of obstacles yaar...remebering formulae, remebering the names...for example i could do a problem of turbine and jet with just impulse momentum equation...but i just got confused in hell lot of angles, blade angle, inlet angle, nozzle angle...they all just seemed same.... fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
It was bad and very bad and m really worried..not because of fear of bad marks..they are bound to come...but whether i would pass in that...i can't even leave it on god and let worries fly off me...coz i don't believe in god. That's why i say bhai....Believe in god...believe in miracles...suck
it took all confidence out of me..confidence to get through in one night...it hampered my preparations for later exams..i am not trying to give an excuse...i already told you the effect of mind conditioning...par phir bhi..i suppose i'll get through later exams...
there are lot of things but i have started feeling low...so bye...but please bhai log just pray for me...next time i'll definitely concentrate in class...it's my one of many new year resolutions...i'll come to resolutions in later post...
tab tak k liye
jai Hind
pass kara de bharat mata...independece day par jhanda fehrata hun....
