Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Yuva: just do it


For the first time i have used a very precise title 'yuva' meaning youth. First of all i would like to tell you that my ct's are over now and i have been to Delhi for a change and now i am back in my room. One more thing when i write on my mobile, after few lines the previous text is not visible so sometimes my post may not look cohesive. Its 1:30 am and tomorrow i have classes from 9 : 15 am. Hmmmm lots of time...
So where was i...no not again....
Actually yaar i wanted to write about youth but i don't think i have lot of views about it. I just got the idea when i was reading TOI yesterday. They had mentioned few facts like after 10 years or more(don't remember exactly) our country will bcome lot younger i.e. the average age will fall down. By average age i don't mean the living span but vaguely say percentage of young people will increase. They said India would be lot more progressive as youth will put lot of their force for its upliftment. But i really worry how many people think about their country while fixing their goal.i mean the criteria for choosing their aim has country no where...all which is ther is money and more money.
Actually what to say i wasn't here to convey patriotism yaar, sorry sorry.
Please ignore last few lines. I wasn't here to discuss that.....seriously. I myself had deleted those lines but yaar it takes effort to write on the mobile. I will wait for 26 th jan to write about that.

Youth

I think youth is the most beautiful phase of your life, really dear. Its the most productive and powerful period of your life. These were its physical qualities and about emotional content its the mix of all. Sometimes overflowing happiness n sometimes frustration, sometimes bulls eye approach, sometimes chaos, its the phase when you feel all these no matter what type of person u are . First of lets try to definite its span, may be 17 to 25, say what?? Yaar but speaking frankly, i feel its not proper to limit in a time scale. I think there is no such boundation, u can have all the feelings of youth at any time of your. You may be a service man at 30 or even 40 but you are young when you are with your school n college mates. A grandfather seeks his youth in his grandsons. But friends if we look closely its not the present time that makes a grandfather or a service man feel young, its just the reflection of that time , the time travel to past, the Youth. So why not to make it a memorable affair , why not to do the things which we like the most, why not to question the things rather bluntly accepting them, why not to feel the wind while just sitting in the train, why not to dance, walk, drench ,dip while its rain, why not to have tea with friends at 1:30 am and that too in vain 'coz u wont study either way, u'll sleep again.
I need to stop that train...but i wanted to say lets try doing everything we like. After 3 or 4 years hence we will not regret the things that we haven't done well but the things we haven't attempted. I know you must be thinking where have parents gone ,their dreams n all. I tell u if u carry the responsibilities with fun , it will not only be joyous but better carried. It isn't difficult at all to study yaar, all the college students must be understanding this fact, just keep your concepts upto date and then u can easily crack the exams in a day or two. Just one hour or two are more than enough for this. Try you can easily find these hours in your schedule by cutting some useless bc's. Waise if they were not useless why would u call it bc. Enough
I think you have got it . You can't put studies completely at the bay when u are in college, coz it will then interfere in your other affairs too. And if u get anything interesting in studies(don't look shocked,it is interesting sometimes) scratch it, dig it and get to the root. For eg. there is a subject in my syllabus analog n digital electronics, often we come across these memory cards, ram n all but i never had a hint about their storage mechanism, but yaar first yaar i read flip flops( the basic storage device 1 bit) and then their complex circuits. Though i wasn't able to draw them in the exam but i really found them interesting to read.
Now making my stand safe for studies i can head further. Waise there is nothing more to tell.
One more important thing...all these i am writing doesn't mean i do them impeccably, i just try. And one more thing about patriotism , the theme with which i had started, i wont go unattending that because it would mean i wrote all that by mistake. But dear it wasn't, it has gone a bit deeper in me, so it spurts out sometimes. Just like that we can be patriotic yaar, i think you need not to necessarily put country in your aim to be patriotic.You can be patriotic without seeking some special work to show your patriotism.Just have pride 4 ur country n u will face many crossroads where u can so your solidarity 4 ur country,like going abroad or staying here, standing 4 national anthem or not and lot many petty but important things which can make a large difference in a long run.
shit my 5000 char capacity of mobile has ended, bye

heyy i am writing this line from a pc 2 days later. actually yaar i tried to put lot of thoughts in the above post but may be none got the proper space to cause any impact...
but basically i wanted to sugges to take full usde of youth...no more...that's all.....

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Just few days left for CTs(minors)....it doesn't feel anything different...

Hi...i am back very soon...no wonder its 2:00 am, i was awake to study but i thought to write some resolution sort of thing in my diary but i couldn't search it... It has been long time since i have written anything in my diary, all blame to this blogging...i just chose blog over my diary because its more portable,handy(its on my mobile, 10 paise/post) and ofcourse it has little chance of getting lost, which is the major plus point 4 me...since i think i have become a bit more careless. Actually dear careless is not the exact word i think. 'understress' is the word i suppose. Dont panic i am just telling u what it is. A subject called industrial psychology has been added in our syllabus. One day when i was attending its lecture, it was being tought types of stresses. I didn't had the idea that humans have made different categories in stresses too, how stressful. I always thought stress means that state which dont let u do things efficiently n all that crap, i think u understand. Then i was told it has three types. Yaar its getting boring. Koi nahi mera revise ho raha hai. Ok so where was i...ofcourse..in d hostel...
Three types: understress, optimum stress(eusterss i suppose) n hyper stress. My idea of stress was actually hyper stress which dont let u.....and causes bad effects on health n all the crap. Optimum stress is that which makes u concernful without harming u. I mean u become watchful and work more efficiently. Then came the third category understress....
Characteristics-
1. Careless mistakes
2. Unconcerned
3. Not efficient implementation of plans
4. Below potential performance
and many more

what to say it felt like somebody was telling my characteristics. The things which i thought were cool , that devil may care attitude n all that was actually 'understress'. I tell u it just felt as bad as u are sitting in toilet...ready to wash ur but(t)..but no water...bad example..alas..u can't swallow it even...its smelly..ok spit it...

But dear i wasn't here to tell u this crap..actually i think many of ma friends can easily relate with this crap.. .i wanted to tell u about my preparations yaar...its dismal. See just word was enough to tell my state of preparation. Apart 4m this study stuff i did quite satisfactory things today. Got up early in d morning..chillax morning...it rained entire night..and its still raining. U can imagine i have not switched on my fan. Took many rounds on bike in the college with my friends in the rain. Huuu...mazaa aa gaya tha yaar. Watched cricket match and contributed to india's win in first odi of compaq cup against newzealand.I had promised my hostelmates a cup of tea(the midnight tea) if dravid hits the century. Though he played sufficient no. Of deliveries for making a century but couldn't make sufficient runs to call it a century. 13 out of 47 deliveries(not exact). May be hyperstress, its not easy to make a comeback in indian team when there is so much talent around.
Oh ye kahan aa gaye hum...really dear i cut loose my imagination and chase it by writing. I tell u if i were to write just by speech commands....i dont know i may take u to kargil n all that. Bole to bhatakti aatma...oops darr gaya..watta fcuk...

Okkk...new para new thoughts. How come it can be new thoughts when same stupid is typing again.
Controllll....count 1 to 10...
I am again on my senses. Yes i was telling u about the happenings of today..took introduction 4m few juniors...nothing sort of ragging...but felt good and prideful...m a senior...
Ohhh shit i have to study...
I'll tell u lot later...
One more thing...hmmm...jaane do....or should i...jaane do...next time

bye

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Class - 2nd...write an essay on 'A morning'.

















Hi...its 5:30 am. I am fully awake now. I don't remember the last time when i woke up this early. It rained entire night , so its very chillaxx morning. At this time its drizzling. I thought to have a walk at muradnagar station. Its a small station with an overbridge standing on which you can see a long stretch from modinagar to ghaziabad. But i returned back to room as it is really cool with drizzles. The sky is still filled with black puffy clouds. I discarded that thought and now i am waitin for 6:30 am when one of the many dhabas on this NH-?? Highway will open. Its really good to have a hot tea in a cool morning and when its raining too. I can't take everyone with me because my sessionals are commencing few days hence and so everyone would have slept around 2:30 am. I too decided but i couldn't but nevertheless i am awake now. I will take my roomie to dhaba since he too slept at 10 :30 pm last night or atleast pretended to do so. He has collected many video clips and dedicates half an hour b4 sleep watching them(and imagining ????)
I forgot to tell you how i woke up. I was lying on my bed with my face near the window and strong winds now and then deviated the rain drops to my face.

Don't you think...i am writing as if i have been given an essay to write. Actually i wanted to keep everything simple 'coz i have to study too and i don't wanna deviate. But its really cold yaar. I'll try to put substance in my next post. Nöw its time 4 tea and then study. Actually there was no purpose writing this...but i just not wanted to give pause to blogging by my last post...it was like a jumbled array of thoughts..okk no more.
Bye

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

No topic again....decide by yourself...if u can

Hi friends , welcome
I am just writing this to gain some concentration which i can use in my studies. I'll leave as soon as i get it...hihi

i just hope u are over with all the important works and relaxing. If u haven't then please go away otherwise u will curse me for wasting ur precious minutes...hihi..one thing more if u wanna read some quality stuff visit vishal's blog in my reading list..and if some crap just like me or a little(of the dimensions of nano or even fermi) better then visit mayank's blog...and if u are in love or want to fall in love(though i'll recommend not to...heyyy don't think kamine ko mili nahi to logo ko bhadka raha hai...lolzz..),then visit bauddhik's blog.
I follow all these blogs and u can easily find them. And one more thing, i wanted to give instructions to my readers. As i see hundreds of comments are pouring , and thousands of hits per week on my blog...it may take time to load the page of my blog, so be patient.. You know what...i cracked a joke in the last line and so u must b laughing by this time...i'll help u doing this...just read the words to follow several times loudly...start...say....hihihihi...now hahahaha...that's it...stop...u are giving complex to monkeys.
Sorry sorry...i'll not do it again. Just bear me for few minutes more and then get to your work. Afterall you will value the good times only if u get it after getting through bad times. I am just providing you that bad time..so that you feel relieved ending this. Really dear i meant that, we often become used to happiness as well as sorrow. If u are getting everything in your life with ease...after some time you will feel like getting some setback , some challenge so that you can achieve vigour , show your strength. Never get used to things in life. By this i don't want to say not to adjust to things...i just mean enjoy happiness , fight sorrow but don't make them ur habit. I don't want to sound like a philosopher but these r really experiences and confessions. If u get used to happiness, when u'll face sorrow u will feel like fish out of water, like bhaiya ji in maharashtra , like baba ramdev in disco....enough, u must have got it. And if u get used to sorrow , u will ask urself in the moments of happiness whether to laugh or not..practice smiling in front of mirror.. The point is enjoy every moment not because its giving you happiness or sorrow...but...because that moment is not to stay for long...or say just till next moment..
I very well know its easy to write and read all this but worst to follow...
Shit where was i...ofcourse in the hostel...u know what to do...
I don't know what to give topic to this chat. It was like chain reaction or antakshari..i just picked up the last word 4m the line and starting building stories out of it.
Yaar i am damn sure u must be sleeping by this time...oops if u were sleeping how would u read this...and if u read this it is not meant 4 u...okkkk control i'll delete this later...bad joke..to mai kya karun..u don't give me money 4 reading this...don't like...don't read.
Sorry sorry waise hi i hav very few readers wo bhi bhaag jayenge(oh no my foreign readers will not be able to understand this...for them...this was a very polite apology). Waise bhi subah kaa bhula shaam ko ghar laut aae to use bhula nahi kahte(bhaad me gae firangi mai nahi karne wala translate). But yaar use kehte kya hain...ok leave it but din bhar kiya kya kamine ne...shit leave it...
Actually dear i tried writing some useful stuff but then it started requiring effort...but 4 crap stuff...it comes naturally.

No more...m ending this conversation...lo aapki smile bhi wapas aa gai. Shit, i started writing all this to gain some concentration to use it in studies. Alas i don't know when i got it....and lost it too... Well no gain no loss..since i started without concentration and ending with same..you must be thinking about the time wasted in between...koi nahi i have lot of time. Waise this theory applies to life too. We are born without a nappy even and while we are living we want to wear the golden underpants never realizing that we have to end with decaying matter. Oops ye to horror ho gaya...joking dear wear what u want....(but remember the end...hihi...dara diya)....
Bye...thanks for bearing me...it was just because of sleepiness...hihihi...i'll not write 4 long...next week...CT(sessionals)...