Just an usual diary entry...

Just resting after attending 7 classes...u should know eee branch in engineering isn't fun and attending all the classes even tougher. Yep..i am quite in double mindedness rather triple and many minds. I don't know what should be my approach to studies...should i study so that i get just enough marks suitable for job interviews n all or i should study for knowledge. I know no one thinks this fuckin stuff at all and they good too...but what to say its me. I can't do the mindless mugging because i don't have the ability to do so...to say honestly my memorizing power has diminished quite a bit or may be it has become selective...i can remember few things only..no ghajini effect..lol..i know i didn't crack any witty joke but may be i would laugh at it when 5-6 years hence...ok i'll try to give it the end with some useful lines...but what...i don't have any topics to discuss... And one more thing, i sometimes feel why i don't change, why i am so careless , ok if i am then why do i regret it later...actually speaking truly i don't regret it..it's others who make me feel about all that. To be true i want to live life in my own way..just like how i am...unkempt hairs, awaiting disasters till last second and then taking decisions, impulsiveness. I will conclude later.....bye