Just few days left for CTs(minors)....it doesn't feel anything different...

Hi...i am back very soon...no wonder its 2:00 am, i was awake to study but i thought to write some resolution sort of thing in my diary but i couldn't search it... It has been long time since i have written anything in my diary, all blame to this blogging...i just chose blog over my diary because its more portable,handy(its on my mobile, 10 paise/post) and ofcourse it has little chance of getting lost, which is the major plus point 4 me...since i think i have become a bit more careless. Actually dear careless is not the exact word i think. 'understress' is the word i suppose. Dont panic i am just telling u what it is. A subject called industrial psychology has been added in our syllabus. One day when i was attending its lecture, it was being tought types of stresses. I didn't had the idea that humans have made different categories in stresses too, how stressful. I always thought stress means that state which dont let u do things efficiently n all that crap, i think u understand. Then i was told it has three types. Yaar its getting boring. Koi nahi mera revise ho raha hai. Ok so where was i...ofcourse..in d hostel...
Three types: understress, optimum stress(eusterss i suppose) n hyper stress. My idea of stress was actually hyper stress which dont let u.....and causes bad effects on health n all the crap. Optimum stress is that which makes u concernful without harming u. I mean u become watchful and work more efficiently. Then came the third category understress....
Characteristics-
1. Careless mistakes
2. Unconcerned
3. Not efficient implementation of plans
4. Below potential performance
and many more

what to say it felt like somebody was telling my characteristics. The things which i thought were cool , that devil may care attitude n all that was actually 'understress'. I tell u it just felt as bad as u are sitting in toilet...ready to wash ur but(t)..but no water...bad example..alas..u can't swallow it even...its smelly..ok spit it...

But dear i wasn't here to tell u this crap..actually i think many of ma friends can easily relate with this crap.. .i wanted to tell u about my preparations yaar...its dismal. See just word was enough to tell my state of preparation. Apart 4m this study stuff i did quite satisfactory things today. Got up early in d morning..chillax morning...it rained entire night..and its still raining. U can imagine i have not switched on my fan. Took many rounds on bike in the college with my friends in the rain. Huuu...mazaa aa gaya tha yaar. Watched cricket match and contributed to india's win in first odi of compaq cup against newzealand.I had promised my hostelmates a cup of tea(the midnight tea) if dravid hits the century. Though he played sufficient no. Of deliveries for making a century but couldn't make sufficient runs to call it a century. 13 out of 47 deliveries(not exact). May be hyperstress, its not easy to make a comeback in indian team when there is so much talent around.
Oh ye kahan aa gaye hum...really dear i cut loose my imagination and chase it by writing. I tell u if i were to write just by speech commands....i dont know i may take u to kargil n all that. Bole to bhatakti aatma...oops darr gaya..watta fcuk...

Okkk...new para new thoughts. How come it can be new thoughts when same stupid is typing again.
Controllll....count 1 to 10...
I am again on my senses. Yes i was telling u about the happenings of today..took introduction 4m few juniors...nothing sort of ragging...but felt good and prideful...m a senior...
Ohhh shit i have to study...
I'll tell u lot later...
One more thing...hmmm...jaane do....or should i...jaane do...next time

bye